Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 12:45 PM

I really miss u.. :'(
Yeah I do.
Why it should happen this way.
I keep on getting myself hurt..

Cry everyday..
Thinking of him..
He broke her heart..
But her broken heart continue to beat..
Why shud everyone falls in love?
Wen love is just a feeling that can be faded away in times.

Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone.
That you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.
In every girl’s life there’s one guy
who caused her pain yet she still loves him.
& it’s funny how you can get hurt so bad
from the person you never expected it from.

Who do you turn to when the only person in
the world that can stop you from crying is
exactly the one making you cry?

I don't want another broken heart.
I don't want another lonely night.
The promises u made have been torn all apart.
I don't want another broken heart.

I cant get mad at u.
For hurting me over & over again
Because over & over again
I let you.

It's so hard to say "I love you",and not draw back in tears.
It's so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears.
It's so hard to know the phones at reach, but I cannot hear your voice.
It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside.
It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide.
It's so hard to live without you, when I need you more then air.
I want to scream how much I love you, but I must hold back and not be heard.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you.
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song.
It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?

Please someone tell me when this pain will go away
When I'll forget the past.
And move on to another day.

What if I said that you never mattered?
That I never lost one moment of sleep.
What if I crushed all your dreams?
Broke all the promises you swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be
If I did to you all the shit you did to me.

I`m a loser, baby.
So why don't you just kill me?

Its so good to know that you won't be reading this and you won't know how I feel.