Haiz..

Dis week is e saddest week sey..haiz..im so so sad..yeah..sum1 make me sad..:( y is dis happening 2 me?? do they noe e meaning of frenship? how cud they keep sumting from me..their fren..:'( do they regard me as their fren? yeah n i cant believed it! i cry! y muz cry? y???!!! y muz i cry 4 them? idk..mayb i juz sad coz they as if dont treat me as their fren..

y muz i feel sad sey if they told me everyting?? y can they juz be honest wif me? i noe they tink i will be sad & so heartbroken..OMG..plz la..juz b honest wif me! dats way even more beta..not lyke dis..sooner or later i will noe..dun wanna make me sad but u r making me sad by doin dis..

& don make me even more heartbroken..don u guys sympathy @ me? stop breaking my heart..i tot fren can make me happy eventho i dun hav bf but its all e same!! im so lonely.....

N 2 u..yeah u!No1 can nvr b my bez fren xcept HARYATI..she's e only 1..i miss her so much..n im crying rite now...coz missing her very e much..wen sey u coming back 2 singapore??? i miss sum1 who's willing 2 hear my.......haiz........i've been keeping 2 myself alot...& im scared i will b crazy sooner or later.....yeah i noe i look ok...but actually nope...my heart is broken into pieces..i wanna let go everyting!!!! everyting!!!! sum1 plz help me!!

k..4get abt it..i got a new gd fren 2dae..n he is 2 regard me as his gd fren..haha..hope last long okay?haha..hope so..wee~

N @ e same tym i kinda happy 2 coz there is sum1 who willing 2 be my cloze fren..n hear sum of my stories..wee~tanx _______!I luv u very e much!!! peace!!

"I had rather have a fool make me merry, than experience make me sad."